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		<description><![CDATA[This post is likely to be all over the place because it is May and in May, I am generally all over the place! Foot/Leg-  I have been cleared to work out.  Great news.  Still no running.  Not so great news.  I&#8217;ll go back in another two weeks for another check-in and we will take [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com&#038;blog=6546011&#038;post=4157&#038;subd=onelittletrigirl&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="color:#000000;">This post is likely to be all over the place because it is May and in May, I am generally all over the place!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>Foot/Leg- </strong> I have been cleared to work out.  Great news.  Still no running.  Not so great news.  I&#8217;ll go back in another two weeks for another check-in and we will take it from there.  Two weeks at a time.  I am happy at this point that I can get back to ballet and barre and at least use the elliptical.  It is definitely better than only being able to lift because while my arms look like the gun show, my legs and belly are definitely getting flabby and that is NOT how I want to go into summer!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>Work- </strong>Work is in a word- insane.  May is always crazy.  Not only is there the 8th grade semi-formal and 8th grade overnight trip but it is the end stages of graduation planning and the kids (and teachers!) are checking out.  Additionally, May is about the time we start planning for September.  Double duty.  Craziness!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>Random- </strong> </span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">There are two social things happening right now, both of which I want to vent about because I am livid and need to get this off my chest!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">1- Charles Ramsey saved three girls lives.  In case you live under a rock and haven&#8217;t heard, he was able to rescue a girl who had been missing for 12 years.  She was then able to call 911 and rescue two other girls who had been missing.  Instead of praising this man for being the hero that he is, the media is making a joke out of him.  This infuriates me to the enth degree.  To top it off, while the world is making a joke out of him, he is donating his reward money to the girls that were found.  The world needs more Charles Ramsey&#8217;s.  End of story.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">2- Abercrombie &amp; Fitch CED Mike Jeffries doesn&#8217;t want fat people to shop at his store because he only wants cool and pretty people buying his clothes.  I have never so much as stepped foot in this store (or Hollister) because their sizes make it obvious that this is their mission statement, but i am even more full of rage that he makes blanket statements like &#8220;We go after the attractive all-American kid with a great attitude and a lot of friends. A lot of people don’t belong [in our clothes], and they can’t belong. Are we exclusionary? Absolutely.&#8221;  What a gross human being.  Let&#8217;s instigate body snarking and bullying because we don&#8217;t already have enough of that with kids.  If you <em>do</em> shop there, or allow your kids to shop there, I implore you to stop.  Please do not give money to people who encourage this despicable behavior.  </span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">In summation, the world needs more Charles Ramsey&#8217;s and less Mike Jeffries.</span></p>
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		<title>30 Days of Truth- Day 11 &amp; Day 12</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[These two are enough alike, and short enough, that I am putting them in the same post.  And I am a bit thankful they are lighter than the past few.  Also, if you are wondering&#8230;my foot is healing and hopefully by next week I will have an official update Day 11: Something people seem to [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com&#038;blog=6546011&#038;post=4146&#038;subd=onelittletrigirl&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="color:#000000;">These two are enough alike, and short enough, that I am putting them in the same post.  And I am a bit thankful they are lighter than the past few.  Also, if you are wondering&#8230;my foot is healing and hopefully by next week I will have an official update <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on.</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">When people first see me, I usually get complimented on my eyes and my hair.  My eyes are so blue and are known to change their hues depending on my mood or what I am wearing.  I also have really long eyelashes.  So long in fact, that I don&#8217;t wear lengthening mascara, ever.  I have always had long hair (with exception to a few bad hair cuts I would rather forget) and even though it is thin, I have a lot of it and people usually note how much they love it.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;"><a href="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/05/hair.png"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4148" alt="hair" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/05/hair.png?w=216&#038;h=300" width="216" height="300" /></span></a> <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/05/hair2.png"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4149" alt="hair2" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/05/hair2.png?w=300&#038;h=211" width="300" height="211" /></span></a>Probably not the best examples, but they&#8217;ll do!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">When people get to know me they tend to compliment me on my independence, loyalty and my ability to laugh at myself.  I have always had a sense of independence, instilled in me from an early age.  Also, I am fiercely loyal.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>Day 12: Something people never seem to compliment you on.</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">I don&#8217;t know if I can say &#8220;never&#8221; since I am sure at one time or another someone has&#8230;but I do not get complimented very often I&#8217;ll say on is my style.  That is probably because I don&#8217;t really have any.  I mean, I think I dress well, but I suck at accessorizing and don&#8217;t care about name brands.  I dress for the purpose of getting dressed.  I own a few cute things but often I just want to be comfortable.<br />
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<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 1- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/01/31/30-days-of-truth-day-1/"><span style="color:#000000;">Something you hate about yourself</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 2- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/02/08/30-days-of-truth-day-2/"><span style="color:#000000;">Something you love about yourself</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 3- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/02/16/30-days-of-truth-day-3/"><span style="color:#000000;">Something you have to forgive yourself for</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 4-<a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/03/15/30-days-of-truth-day-4/"><span style="color:#000000;"> Something you have to forgive someone for</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 5- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/04/08/30-days-of-truth-day-5/"><span style="color:#000000;">Something you hope to do in your life</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 6-<a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/05/04/30-days-of-truth-day-6/"><span style="color:#000000;"> Something you hope you never have to do in your life</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 7- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/06/30/30-days-of-truth-day-7/"><span style="color:#000000;">Someone who has made your life worth living</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 8- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/08/04/30-days-of-truth-day-8/"><span style="color:#000000;">Someone who has made your life hell or treated you like shit</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 9-<a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/10/10/30-days-of-truth-day-9/"><span style="color:#000000;"> Someone you didn’t want to let go of, but just drifted</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 10- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2013/05/02/30-days-of-truth-day-10/"><span style="color:#000000;">Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn&#8217;t know</span></a></span></p>
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		<title>30 Days Of Truth- Day 10</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Day 10- Someone you have to let go of or wish you didn’t know (Going with the latter here, since said person has been let go of.) In the time we were together, R2 and I made amazing memories.  We laughed a lot and fought a little.  We could make anything fun!   Together, R2 and [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com&#038;blog=6546011&#038;post=3808&#038;subd=onelittletrigirl&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Day 10- Someone you have to let go of or wish you didn’t know</strong></p>
<p><span style="color:#808080;">(Going with the latter here, since said person has been let go of.)</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">In the time we were together, R2 and I made amazing memories.  We laughed a lot and fought a little.  We could make anything fun!  </span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Together, R2 and I spent overnights in Philly, traveled to Lancaster for his birthday and Baltimore for mine.  We made the towns of Princeton and New Hope our own, traveling in often for breakfasts, dinners, festivals, ice cream, coffee, drinks and just nights walking around.  We spent countless hours staying up way past our bedtimes talking and laughing.   We very rarely went more than a day or two without seeing each other and for the time we were together we communicated every single day.  He was there for my 30th birthday and my marathon&#8230;two of the biggest moments of not just that year, but in my life.  We shares smiles, laughs and tears.  Talked about our dreams and our fears.  At the end of the day, we built a friendship that is unlike many I have ever had.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">That all sounded really good, right?  Yeah, it felt good when I was telling myself how wonderful we were, too.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">But we weren&#8217;t.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Of course, all those things happened.  We went on those trips, had fabulous times, talked about everything under the sun and laughed a lot.  But underneath it all was the one undeniable truth I didn&#8217;t want to admit to myself.  R2 didn&#8217;t love me.  And he would never love me.  And everything we did and everything we &#8220;built&#8221; were just attempts for me to get him to love me.  And I tried <span style="text-decoration:underline;">everything</span>.  When you are the one who loves more (or in this case loves at all without being loved at all) you will fight to the ends of the earth just for some justification that your efforts were worth it.  <a href="http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/when-you-are-the-one-who-loves-more/"><span style="color:#000000;">This piece</span></a> from Thought Catalog sums up what I am trying to say better than I ever could. </span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">I look back on every single relationship I ever had and I wouldn&#8217;t take a single one back.  Each relationship brought its own set of memories, but more importantly, each one taught me lessons I&#8217;ll never forget.  Some of them were good relationships and some of them were not so good relationships.  But they were all worth it in the end.  Until R2.  I can say with a sound mind and whole heart that if I could do it all over again, I would have chosen to never know R2.  There were a lot of good times and hardly any fights&#8230;but in our entire time together R2 never said I was pretty or beautiful. (Actually, he did once, but it came after a melt down I had about him not saying it. Therefore, I don&#8217;t count it.)   He never told me the things you want to hear when you care about someone.   He never appreciated the effort I put into small things, like stopping on the way to his house to pick up his favorite dessert.  And he never did those small things for me.  In fact, the ONE and only time he said he had a surprise for me&#8230;he actually brought home HIS favorite dessert.  True story.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Not only was there was no love, but for a long time I questioned if he even liked me.  But of course, he <em>liked</em> me.  He liked having someone around who loved him.  He liked having someone who did those small things for him.  He liked having someone to hang out with, talk to, go on trips with and laugh with all the time.  And he REALLY liked having someone have sex with on the regular.  But, the truth is&#8230;and this took a LONG time and months of therapy to face&#8230; it didn&#8217;t need to be me.  I could have been anyone.  I didn&#8217;t matter.  And that makes <span style="text-decoration:underline;">no</span> part of him worth having ever been a part of my life.  When I think of the times he told me that I would never find someone like him again, I seriously laugh out loud.  Why would I WANT to?</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">I have said before in <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/02/16/30-days-of-truth-day-3/"><span style="color:#000000;">this post</span></a>- &#8220;The concept of living a life with no regrets is great in theory, but it’s also unrealistic.  I do have regrets.  And instead of pretending they don’t exist, I have learned to use them as tools to live better.&#8221;  And that is what I am doing.  I cannot change that I knew R2 or that he was a part of my life.  I accept what I went through and can only hope I will never allow myself to be treated that way again in the future.   And for me, for now, that has to be enough.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">The hardest part isn&#8217;t forgiving him for putting me through it&#8230;that has been done. He put me through the ringer and even tried to convince me that I was crazy for being hurt about anything.   But he truly is forgiven.  The hardest part is forgiving myself for allowing myself to be treated in such a way.  To have done what I did to myself for so long.  <em>That</em> has been the hardest part.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#808080;">(I thought long and hard about posting this.  The R2 period in my life is over and I have successfully moved on with my life. At first writing it seemed like a step back.  but it isn&#8217;t.  It wasn&#8217;t even hard to write because it is what it is&#8230;the challenge is called Truth, and well&#8230;this is the truth!)</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 1- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/01/31/30-days-of-truth-day-1/"><span style="color:#000000;">Something you hate about yourself</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 2- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/02/08/30-days-of-truth-day-2/"><span style="color:#000000;">Something you love about yourself</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 3- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/02/16/30-days-of-truth-day-3/"><span style="color:#000000;">Something you have to forgive yourself for</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 4-<a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/03/15/30-days-of-truth-day-4/"><span style="color:#000000;"> Something you have to forgive someone for</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 5- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/04/08/30-days-of-truth-day-5/"><span style="color:#000000;">Something you hope to do in your life</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 6-<a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/05/04/30-days-of-truth-day-6/"><span style="color:#000000;"> Something you hope you never have to do in your life</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 7- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/06/30/30-days-of-truth-day-7/"><span style="color:#000000;">Someone who has made your life worth living</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 8- <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/08/04/30-days-of-truth-day-8/"><span style="color:#000000;">Someone who has made your life hell or treated you like shit</span></a></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Day 9-<a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2011/10/10/30-days-of-truth-day-9/"><span style="color:#000000;"> Someone you didn&#8217;t want to let go of, but just drifted</span></a></span></p>
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		<title>It&#8217;s Official, My Legs Hate Me</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 29 Apr 2013 15:13:34 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Sometimes, as much as the outcome sucks, it is good to know a decision was made based on correct intuition.  When I pulled out of Rutgers, it was not a difficult decision.  I just knew something wasn&#8217;t right.  Remember when I said a gut feeling is not just a euphemism?  This is a perfect example.  [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com&#038;blog=6546011&#038;post=4127&#038;subd=onelittletrigirl&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="color:#000000;">Sometimes, as much as the outcome sucks, it is good to know a decision was made based on correct intuition.  When <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2013/04/23/rutgers-7-8-race-report/"><span style="color:#000000;">I pulled out of Rutgers</span></a>, it was not a difficult decision.  I just knew something wasn&#8217;t right.  Remember when I said <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2013/03/27/13-life-lessons-i-have-learned/"><span style="color:#000000;">a gut feeling is not just a euphemism</span></a>?  This is a perfect example.  I knew what I was feeling wasn&#8217;t in my head.  Although, I wish it had been.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Turns out, what I was feeling at Rutgers, was not in my head.  I saw the doctor on Thursday when the pain was only getting worse in my foot/ankle.  I was <strong>terrified </strong>of a stress fracture.  </span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">The goods news is, nothing is broken in my foot!  And seriously, that is some great news!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">The bad news is I have a pretty significant case of Peroneal Tendonitis.  </span></p>
<blockquote><p><span style="color:#000000;">Peroneal Tendonitis refers to painful inflammation of the peroneal tendons located on the outer side of the foot, a little behind the ankle bump.  </span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">There are two peroneal muscles on the outer side of the lower leg. One long one, called the peroneal longus runs from the knee to the ankle, and one short one, called the peroneal brevis muscle runs from below the knee to the ankle. Both these muscles when they approach the ankle, convert into tendons, which are thick bands of fibers that connect muscle to bone. Both these tendons run side-by-side and curve behind the outer bump of the ankle, then run below the foot where they insert into the bones of the foot.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">As the muscle contracts, these tendons pull the lower surfaces of these bones, pulling/bending the foot downward (plantarflexion) and outward (eversion).</span></p></blockquote>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Once we had a diagnosis, it was time to treat.  Out of waitressing for 10 days and lots of RICE method.  Additionally in an effort to keep my leg stabilized and because &#8220;I can&#8217;t be trusted to stay off my feet,&#8221; I was also put in the CAM walker for the weekend.  Thank God that was only for a few days.  If I never have to see that boot again, it will be too soon.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">And I&#8217;ll be rocking this again for a weeks to keep my ankle stable:</span></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;"><a href="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/2013-04-29_08-34-02_385.jpg"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4129" alt="2013-04-29_08-34-02_385" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/2013-04-29_08-34-02_385.jpg?w=174&#038;h=300" width="174" height="300" /></span></a>I know, I know&#8230;desperate for a pedicure!</span></p>
<p style="text-align:left;"><span style="color:#000000;">I was also supposed to do this weird thing&#8230;I think normal people call it relaxing?  Yeah, I am not so good at that but didn&#8217;t have a choice.  I spent Thursday night, Friday night and all day Saturday on my couch with my foot up and ice on and off.  Sunday, I mowed the lawn in my boot- that was a new experience&#8230;!   Other than a few errands, my friends housewarming Saturday night and mowing the lawn Sunday, my weekend mostly looked like this:</span></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;"> <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/wine2.jpg"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4131" alt="wine2" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/wine2.jpg?w=169&#038;h=300" width="169" height="300" /></span></a></span><span style="color:#000000;">Relaxing is better with wine.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:left;"><span style="color:#000000;">As much as relaxing isn&#8217;t my thing, I&#8217;ll admit it was a nice break.  I run on empty most of the time, so to be able to have a reason to do nothing was a good and much needed chance of pace.  It is hard to stay off my feet at my day job as well but I am trying.  And since I am not working  nights this week, and I cannot afford to do anything because I am not working night this week, the above is pretty much my game plan for the rest of the week<em>.  </em>For now, running is completely out of the question and I have to wait until I am pain free to get back to ballet/barre but I am hoping next weekend to get a work out in, even if it is just slow on the elliptical and some lifting.  I&#8217;ll take anything!</span></p>
<p style="text-align:left;"><span style="color:#000000;">It may seem as though my spirits are up; that is mostly due to the fact that I am so happy I don&#8217;t have a fracture.  But the truth is, I am really bummed out.  I did everything right training for Rutgers.  I felt so ready.  And for things to just fall apart and me to be back off running is a huge blow.  I am frustrated.  Actually, I am beyond frustrated.  I feel like I am always injured.  While it seems everyone I know is getting better and faster, I am regressing.  My running has never been the same since I broke my foot and I am worried that it never will be.  The other day a friend of mine said she really felt like a runner now that she was fast.  I said she was always a runner because if you run you are a runner.  She replied that before she felt like an imposter.  I haven&#8217;t been able to stop thinking about it.  Is she saying that slow runners are imposters?  Am I one?  I mean, I don&#8217;t think so&#8230;but when I am struggling, this is the exact thing that gets in my head.  The exact thing that makes me just want to throw in the towel.  I don&#8217;t even know if that is what she meant or if I am just hyper sensitive because I am feeling so low.  I have been fighting injuries for so long&#8230;I am not getting any better.  How long do I keep doing this to myself?  I don&#8217;t know.  I have to see how this PT goes and in the meantime, I&#8217;ll be sticking with barre and ballet and lifting and trying to get strong.   Both physically and mentally.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:left;"><span style="color:#000000;">In other news, to end on a good note&#8230;this came in the mail over the weekend:</span></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4130" alt="bosontshirt" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/bosontshirt.jpg?w=300&#038;h=169" width="300" height="169" />Best mail I have gotten in a while!</span></p>
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		<title>500 posts!</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 25 Apr 2013 14:23:41 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>onelittlejill</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This is my 500th post! Before I started blogging again, I took a look back at my posts for motivation and to remember why I loved it so much in the first place.  Some made me smile and a few made me sad.  Some are much deeper than others.  A few were really hard to [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com&#038;blog=6546011&#038;post=3976&#038;subd=onelittletrigirl&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>This is my 500th post!</strong></span></p>
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<p><span style="color:#000000;">Before I started blogging again, I took a look back at my posts for motivation and to remember why I loved it so much in the first place.  Some made me smile and a few made me sad.  Some are much deeper than others.  A few were really hard to write.   Some just make me laugh.  My favorite ones are the ones that created a forum for conversation and opened others up to tell their own stories.  I also love re-reading my race reports!  While many of my posts are just about my day to day training or about what is going on in my life, I hope I have in some way inspired you as my reader.  I started this blog as a way to journal, but soon found such a great world out there full of amazing people.  Before I started my own blog, I read  A LOT of blogs.  I knew I wanted THIS blog to be honest, relevant, personal and helpful.  I think I have achieved that thus far.  This blog is exactly how it should be. </span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">In honor of my 500th post, I completed &#8216;<a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/100-more-things-about-onelittletrigirl/">100 MORE things about Onelittletrigirl</a>&#8216;, finally added an &#8216;<a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/about-onelittletrigirl/">About Me</a>&#8216; page.  I figured it was about time!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Whether you have been there from day 1, day 10, day 100 or only started reading this week- thank you!</span></p>
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		<description><![CDATA[7.8 what huh?  I thought it was a 13.1? Yeah&#8230;so about that&#8230; My training leading up to the race went pretty well.  My 10 miler was a beast but I chalked it up to a bad day.  My taper runs went off without a hitch and I saw my sports PT three days before the [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com&#038;blog=6546011&#038;post=4106&#038;subd=onelittletrigirl&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="color:#000000;">7.8 what huh?  I thought it was a 13.1?</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Yeah&#8230;so about that&#8230;</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">My training leading up to the race went pretty well.  My 10 miler was a beast but I chalked it up to a bad day.  My taper runs went off without a hitch and I saw my sports PT three days before the race and everything checked out.  Then, Friday after work my ankle and shin were bothering me.  It was a long shift so I just iced and stayed off it most of Saturday.  Sunday, I could feel it but wasn&#8217;t too concerned.  My friend Lisa and I drove up to the race together and while I debated dropping to the 8K, I thought it was all in my head so I headed to the half-marathon start line.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Miles 1-4 were okay.  I really did not expect the hills.  The race is described as flat but it was entirely full of rolling hills.  My calf muscles weren&#8217;t happy- I mean, I train in SOUTH JERSEY!- but I was getting by.  It was at about mile 5 that my race started going downhill.  My pace was still fine but my calves were cramping and my shins were on fire.  There was a certain level of &#8220;push through it&#8221; and a certain level of &#8220;don&#8217;t hurt yourself&#8221; going through my head at the same time.  I was walking a whole lot more than I like and no amount of stretching was helping.  The last thing I wanted to do was give up but I was getting increasingly frustrated.  I would stop, stretch and then less than a quarter mile I would have to stop again.  By mile 7, I had pretty much had it with the race.  The cramps in my calves were getting worse and every time I saw a hill, I wanted to cry.  At this point, I wasn&#8217;t running at all and still had over six miles to go.  I really did not think it was wise for me, mentally or physically, to keep going.   So for the first time ever in a road race, I stopped.  At mile 7.8, I pulled myself from the race, walked over to an aid station and had them radio me a ride to the start where I was able to catch a shuttle to the finish line.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">I kept waiting for the tears.  To feel the failure in the pit of my stomach.  It never came.  Because I didn&#8217;t fail.  I made a decision.  And truthfully, it wasn&#8217;t even a difficult one.  I have spent much of the last 3 years injured.  It isn&#8217;t worth it.  I have no idea why my legs failed me- obviously, I need more hill work, but it has to be more than that.  Today, I will meet with my sports chiropractor and see what he thinks.  We have already talked about the next marathon (another post for another time) and today we will talk about the path for this year.  I don&#8217;t have any more races planned until July, so for now, I am just going to work on getting these legs back in working order.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">After the race, I met up with my friends and we had lunch at a local brewery.  The day went on as normal. </span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Here is a photo from the day- </span></p>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 17 Apr 2013 13:03:53 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I wanted to write more about Boston.  To tell about my sadness.  But it is hard to write when you cannot process.  Right now, I am just not processing.  It&#8217;ll take time.  This is all very personal to me, as it is to many of you.  What I know is this&#8230;nothing can take away my [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com&#038;blog=6546011&#038;post=4082&#038;subd=onelittletrigirl&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="color:#000000;">I wanted to write more about Boston.  To tell about my sadness.  But it is hard to write when you cannot process.  Right now, I am just not processing.  It&#8217;ll take time.  This is all very personal to me, as it is to many of you.  What I know is this&#8230;nothing can take away my love for running or for Boston.  Next weekend, when I hit the pavement for my first half-marathon of the year, I&#8217;ll definitely have the Boston runners in my heart.  For now though, I&#8217;ll share my favorite of the photos that have been popping up:</span></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;"><img alt="" src="https://sphotos-b.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/537043_10151860484098975_1253647469_n.jpg" width="640" height="360" /></span></p>
<p style="text-align:center;">Also, yesterday I represented by wearing this to work:</p>
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<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;">As I said when I posted on my page- bad at selfies; sorry, not sorry!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">So. Instead of a heart heavy post, you get this.  Stolen from <a href="http://www.lastmilelounge.com/"><span style="color:#000000;">Jamoosh</span></a>.  Who stole is from someone who stole it from someone and it&#8217;s all linked <a href="http://www.kellytheculinarian.com/2013/04/running-blogger-survey.html"><span style="color:#000000;">here</span></a>.  You want in?  Take it, but then link it <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>Best Run Ever-</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">All my best runs are the ones I have downtheshore.  Wildwood is my favorite place and running is my favorite thing.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;"><a href="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/beachrun1.jpg"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4086" alt="beachrun" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/beachrun1.jpg?w=300&#038;h=224" width="300" height="224" /></span></a>During the WW Tri</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>Three Words That Describe My Running-</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Slow.  Steady.  Spirited.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>My Go-To Running Outfit</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Running skirt by C9 with tank top or short sleeves.  I wear it a lot.  I just bought a new one because this one is so worn out.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;"><a href="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/skirt5.png"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4091" alt="skirt5" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/skirt5.png?w=300&#038;h=225" width="300" height="225" /></span></a><a href="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/skirt3.png"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4090" alt="skirt3" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/skirt3.png?w=168&#038;h=300" width="168" height="300" /></span></a><a href="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/skirt2.png"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4089" alt="skirt2" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/skirt2.png?w=168&#038;h=300" width="168" height="300" /></span></a><a href="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/skirt1.jpg"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4088" alt="skirt`" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/skirt1.jpg?w=205&#038;h=300" width="205" height="300" /></span></a><a href="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/skirt.jpg"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4087" alt="skirt" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/skirt.jpg?w=168&#038;h=300" width="168" height="300" /></span></a>There&#8217;s more, but I&#8217;ll spare you!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>I Won’t Run Outside When It’s&#8230;</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Dark.  I am a kidnapping waiting to happen.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>Worst Injury – And How I Got Over It</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Broken foot. Physically, I got over it just by letting it heal and working my way back a little at a time.  Mentally, still not sure if I am over it.  I have spent a lot of time injured.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;"><a href="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/foot.jpg"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4092" alt="foot" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/foot.jpg?w=225&#038;h=300" width="225" height="300" /></span></a>From a different injury but I lived in this thing for FAR too long.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>I Felt Most Like a Badass Runner When&#8230;</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">I ran the last miles of the marathon on a broken foot.  With a smile.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:center;"><span style="color:#000000;"><a href="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/15.jpg"><span style="color:#000000;"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-4093" alt="15" src="http://onelittletrigirl.files.wordpress.com/2013/04/15.jpg?w=224&#038;h=300" width="224" height="300" /></span></a>Yup- running and smiling despite the broken foot!  Adrenaline can do anything!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>Potential Running Goal for 2013</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Stay uninjured.  If I get a PR, that is just the cherry on top.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;"><strong>My Next Race Is&#8230;</strong></span></p>
<p><span style="color:#000000;">Sunday.  Rutgers 13.1</span></p>
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		<title>Happy Boston Marathon Day!</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 15 Apr 2013 14:05:19 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[When I was 17, my family took a trip to Boston.  It was one of the best trips.  My parents were awesome enough to let me bring a friend which made everything that much better.  We did the touristy stuff like Ride the Ducks and visiting the Cheers bar but we also saw the Titanic [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com&#038;blog=6546011&#038;post=4073&#038;subd=onelittletrigirl&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p>When I was 17, my family took a trip to Boston.  It was one of the best trips.  My parents were awesome enough to let me bring a friend which made everything that much better.  We did the touristy stuff like Ride the Ducks and visiting the Cheers bar but we also saw the Titanic expo while we were there and best of all&#8230;we went to Fenway.  My Mom, Dad and I are all HUGE baseball fans.  Of course the Phillies come first in our heart but a close second would be the Red Sox.  My Dad had always wanted to go to Fenway and of course I loved the idea of visiting a new ball park.  In addition to seeing the game, we took the tour.  It was then, in 1998 that I fell in love with Boston.</p>
<p>It would be 12 more years until I would get back.</p>
<p>The first Boston Marathon I watched on TV was in 2008.  At the time, I was training for my first 5k.   I was home sick from work that day (truthfully) and it was the first race I ever watched on TV.  I thought these people were nuts.  Pretty sure I thought to myself more than a few times, &#8220;I&#8217;ll never do that&#8221; during the course of watching the race.  At the same time, there is something so inspirational about watching such a historic race be run by people who have trained through blood, sweat and tears to get there.</p>
<p>In April of 2011, my mom and I flew into Boston for the marathon weekend.  A bunch of my blogging friends were either running the marathon or like me, running the 5k.  In addition to the blogger meet-ups and racing, we were able to spend some time with one of my mom&#8217;s friends who lives right outside of Boston.  Spending time back in the city and seeing new places, made me fall in love all over again.  The weekend was a whirlwind, but it was so much fun to run the 5k, cross the line and then of course watch the marathon on Monday.  My mom and I sat just past mile 17 in the Newton Hills.  It was a great space; people weren&#8217;t hating their lives yet but you could see them pushing hard!  And I was so close to the elites when they went by.  It was awesome.</p>
<p>Watching the race this year is not a problem.  A-my boss is from Boston and B-my boss is a runner (ran Boston twice in the 70&#8242;s).  I asked him if it was okay to live stream it and he said, &#8220;Well, I can&#8217;t tell you no if I&#8217;ll be doing the same thing!&#8221;  So while it would be a whole lot more fun to be AT the race, I am excited I&#8217;ll get to watch it once again.</p>
<p><strong>Do you have personal memories of Boston?  Where will you be watching from today?<br />
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		<title>Authentic Blogging- Who Do You Blog For?</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Before I even begin, the answer to this question is obvious.  I blog for me.  I wouldn&#8217;t do it if I didn&#8217;t want to do this for myself.  This blog started as a way to journal my experiences as I went from party girl to triathlon girl to runner girl.  If you have been a [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com&#038;blog=6546011&#038;post=3943&#038;subd=onelittletrigirl&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Before I even begin, the answer to this question is obvious.  I blog for me.  I wouldn&#8217;t do it if I didn&#8217;t want to do this for myself.  This blog started as a way to journal my experiences as I went from party girl to triathlon girl to runner girl.  If you have been a reader from the start, you know triathlon wasn&#8217;t something I intended to do past the first race.  And I certainly never (ever ever ever) thought I would become a runner.  So yes, I blog for myself first.</p>
<p>But I also blog for you.</p>
<p>Who are you?  Well, I know some of you have been here for a very long time.  Some of you, I knew before my blog.  Some I have met through blogging.  I have stayed in some of your homes and I have raced races with a few of you.  Some of you come only when I have a give-a-way (which is almost never) and some of you are brand new.  Some comment once in a while and some on almost every post.  I write for all of you.  For whatever reason you come here- because you relate to me, need swimming advice, think I am funny, because you want to know how my latest race went or because you know me in real life.  I write for all of you.</p>
<p>Being an authentic blogger is tough.  This is one of the issues I have struggled with most in my own writing.  Not that I feel as though I am not authentic, because I truly believe I am very real.  It is more like the struggle to make sure my blogging is personal, relevant and real all at the same time.  I don&#8217;t want to blog about the same things all the time or post a list post simply because I am not sure what I have to say on a certain day.  I want every post to really mean something.  There was a time when I did not come first in my blogging and it was obvious.  And I had to stop.  Having been back writing again, I feel really good.  Yet, I still have days where I struggle with &#8220;where do I want to go with this post&#8221; or &#8220;has this been done too many times already&#8221; or &#8220;will this matter when I look back on it&#8221; when I am thinking about my topics.</p>
<p>When I first started blogging, I had been reading Healthy Living blogs for about a year.  They weren&#8217;t nearly all the rage they are these days, but then again, neither were running blogs.  In fact, it was hard to find a good running blog.  The ones I was finding were written by people who were &#8220;real&#8221; runners and I was just trying not to fall off the treadmill for a mile straight.  One of the main reasons I started a blog was because I wanted to find other people like me.  I have always been a writer but I was so new to triathlon and running.  I figured I would keep a blog as a journal and if I were lucky, I would find other people doing the same thing.  Little by little people did start reading&#8230;caring&#8230;asking&#8230;about me.  It was surreal.  And I loved it.</p>
<p>Gradually, I formed friendships, participated in blog meet-ups and even ran <a href="http://onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com/2010/02/25/donna-half-marathon-race-report/">this race</a> with one of the very first people I ever communicated with through blogging.  I really loved blogging.  Then something changed.  With the blog world, with me&#8230;in general, I guess.  Running blogs got really big.  Healthy Living blogs had already blown up and now running blogs were too.  Suddenly, some of the blogs I had been reading for years became immersed in ads, give-a-ways and shilling products.  I felt left out and so for a while, I tried harder.  Even though some of the posts that were written during that time are some of my favorites, I am not proud of myself for trying to be someone I am not.  Often I was posting because I felt like I had to, not because I wanted to.  I was not always authentically blogging.</p>
<p>When I stopped blogging (I truly believed I would never blog again) it was because I needed to remove myself from feeling like I couldn&#8217;t keep up.  With how much I had going on in my life at that time, I just needed to back away.  When I decided to come back to blogging, I knew I would do it only if I could go back to how it was in the beginning.  Blogging for me first, then for my audience.  These days, most of my old readers don&#8217;t follow me.  That&#8217;s ok.  I know the ones that do and have been with me for so long are my friends and I am welcoming new readers every day.  I would rather have 10 solid readers who respect what my blog and come here for the right reasons than have to keep up with trends to keep hundreds of readers.</p>
<p>Here is what you will always get on my blog: Real Jillian.  A middle of the pack runner that knows her place in the world.  A regular girl who lives a pretty regular life and likes to document it in this blog.  Reviews only when it is a product I use, like and believe in and a possible give-a-way now and then.</p>
<p>Here is what you will never get on my blog:  product shilling, a boatload of ads, 35 rules to enter a give-a-way or in your face requests to follow me, re-tweet my posts or subscribe to my blog.</p>
<p>You come here for a reason.  If you didn&#8217;t like what you read, you wouldn&#8217;t.  I know from my stats that this blog gets quite a bit of traffic and people are reading.  I would rather have 5 genuine comments than 200 insincere ones.  I feel like if my blog was full of ads paying me to blog, my posts would become less authentic.  I would be blogging for traffic and not for me.  I would be forced to recommend, through ads and posts, products I don&#8217;t use or like.  I like my free not-so-big blog and I love the places blogging has taken me and the people I have met.   The blog is evolving but I am going to remain true to who I am.  Always.  That is my promise to myself and my readers.  The blog isn&#8217;t perfect, but it is mine.</p>
<p><strong>What does authentic blogging mean to you?  Who do you blog for?<br />
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		<title>Solid Reminders For Running In The Heat</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 10 Apr 2013 14:33:41 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[With the spring weather in full effect (yeah!) over here in New Jersey, I am back to being excited about running outside!  I am kind-of a baby when it comes to winter running and usually relegate myself to the treadmill because it is either A- too dark or B- too cold.  I wake up in [&#8230;]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=onelittletrigirl.wordpress.com&#038;blog=6546011&#038;post=4059&#038;subd=onelittletrigirl&#038;ref=&#038;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>With the spring weather in full effect (yeah!) over here in New Jersey, I am back to being excited about running outside!  I am kind-of a baby when it comes to winter running and usually relegate myself to the treadmill because it is either A- too dark or B- too cold.  I wake up in the dark, drive home from work in the dark&#8230;I miss my Vitamin D in the winter!</p>
<p>Over the past weekend I began going through my clothes to start the changeover from winter to summer.  The same goes for my running gear.  Each year, as I do this, I am reminded of some solid tips for running in the heat.  If you google &#8220;summer running tips&#8221; you&#8217;ll get a million hits.  This is not new information.  I am not giving away any secrets.  However, everyone can benefit from a reminder now and then.  So let me be the millionth and one hit when you google for tips!</p>
<p>Here are my top 5:</p>
<p><strong>1. Check the heat index:</strong></p>
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<p>It really isn&#8217;t enough to just check the weather.  The Heat Index tells you what the temperature feels likes when combining the air temperature and the relative humidity.  If the air quality index is code orange and you have upper respiratory problems, you may not want to run. If it&#8217;s a code red, it&#8217;s not suitable for anyone to run.  The temperature alone is not enough information.  For example, you may think it is okay to run in 84 degrees but if the relative humidity is 90% then you are dealing with 98 degrees.  No thanks!</p>
<p>A good way to avoid high temperatures and high heat index&#8217;s is to run early before the sun is out or after 6pm.</p>
<p><strong>2. Wear Sunscreen</strong></p>
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<p style="text-align:left;">Please, please, please wear sunscreen.  I am amazed by runners (any outside athlete for that matter) who skip this part.  <a href="http://www.skincancer.org/healthy-lifestyle/outdoor-activities/running-into-the-sun">Research shows</a> that runners have a higher rate of skin cancer than non-runners.  Makes sense given that runners are outside more during the summer months and wearing less clothes than the average person.  In addition, remember to protect your lips from the sun too.</p>
<p style="text-align:left;"><strong>3. Drink, drink, drink</strong></p>
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<p style="text-align:left;">Don&#8217;t wait until you are running to begin drinking.  Get those fluids in starting before you run.  Make sure you have enough fluids on your run.  Either carry a bottle, wear a hydration belt or make sure your route includes water fountains or other options for drinking.  In addition to water, if you are out there for more than 30-45 minutes you need to start supplementing with electrolytes.  The hotter it is, the more you sweat and you need to replace the vital electrolytes.</p>
<p style="text-align:left;"><strong>4. Dress the part</strong></p>
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<p style="text-align:left;">Technical clothes (I seriously cringe when I see runners in cotton!), light colors, wiking socks, a visor (hats serve to keep heat in and are great for winter, but not for summer unless they are a light technical hat) and sunglasses (with UV protections) will all help aid with keeping cool and safe in the heat.   I love Nike Dri-Fit clothes in the summer and C9 from Target is fabulous.  I live by Balega hidden comfort socks but there are a variety of great light wiking socks on the market.  In the photo above, I am wearing tank and shorts both by C9, balega hidden cool socks, my Team Triumph visor and Foster Grant Ironman UV protected sunglasses.</p>
<p style="text-align:left;"><strong>5. Be smart &amp; safe.</strong></p>
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<p style="text-align:left;">This tip is for year round.  The best tip for running ever, no matter what season, is to run safe and smart.</p>
<ul>
<li>Invest in a <a href="http://www.roadid.com/Common/default.aspx">road ID</a>- Get one. Now. Do it.</li>
<li>Bring your phone-  if you end up stranded, hurt or in any way in need of someone, this is your lifesaver.</li>
<li>Change up your routes- Not only does it make running more fun but makes you less predictable.</li>
<li>Ditch the music- If you MUST wear an IPod, run with one ear bud out.  I really like running with music, but always keep my ear closest to the road open.</li>
<li>Keep your eyes open- You might see the car but there is no guarantee the car sees you.  Assume every driver is distracted and pay close attention especially when running on the shoulder (always against the flow of traffic) and at intersections.  When crossing a street, make eye contact with the driver.</li>
<li>Run in populated areas- Chances are if it is populated with runners it is safe.  And if you get hurt or have an emergency there will be people around to help.</li>
<li>Be visible- Wear bright colors and if you are running at night wear reflective clothing, tape or lights.</li>
<li>Trust your gut- If someone looks shady, they might be; if a street looks scary, it could be; if something doesn&#8217;t feel right, it probably isn&#8217;t.  Better to be safe than sorry.</li>
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<p style="text-align:left;"><strong>Have tips to add?  Please do!</strong></p>
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